The Beginning
09/12/2021 Where it all started. December 29, 2019, I lost my best friend called Sam, He died due to suicide using pain medication Zapain which he was on to overdose. He was like a brother to me, I helped him on many occasions to deal with his depression and mental health. I once spent 2 days deep cleaning his bedroom. He spent most days in bed all day and night. Barely getting out of bed. There were times I would turn up at 2am after work to just take him to McDonald's to get him out of the house, he loved his McDonalds his favourite meal was a chicken legend with spicy mayo. We would some times spend evenings with me on the phone with an earpiece while I was working as a taxi driver to just keep him company. I was heartbroken when I found out on new Year eve at 23:45 2019 while I was working, his mother called me to tell me the bad news and that she had been trying to get hold of me for a couple of days. Sam loved Gaming and Twitch / YouTubers. I never understood game streamers.